Monday, October 17
7:48 PM
dun feel like blogging.. hav so many things on my mind..i duno wad to start wit..oh..and i'm glad i passed chinese!!haha...whee!!
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Wednesday, October 12
8:26 PM
sku ended at 12 today.havent been so early fer a long time! had to go fer cca after tt..bleargh.. had to do debrief de la..thn lucky v lil ppl der onli.. =P anyway i din say much la.haha.check ohp, lcd projector..hmm..how will de sku survive without av?without us?hehe..but!!veh tiring!wan complain!so much duty to do!tml stil gotta stay back fer rehearsal fer some event on fri.bah!!after tt ceeh, weeling, hanny n i went to chewy's hse to play mahjong!!ha..it's been such a long time since i played mahjong!lik since chi new yr?n tt was lik my first time..mountain tortoise.ha.but at least chewy can teach!at least i understand wad i'm playing now la..much beta thn last time..when yijie, n sm other ppl tried teaching me =P
daddy came to pick me at chewy's.went hm to watch princess n the pauper!!so so nice lei!although almost whole show is ppl singing de..but the songs and the singing freakin nice!!muz learn all the songs..hehe..thn can sing wit kathy!!hor kath?? (^^,) =missing choir= gave ching a hug today..argh!i felt so bad ching..the thing i did..although i said i din like it but i did it!it was self defence!ha..i tot u were 'attacking' so..ya..i hit u.. SORRY ching dearie.. din get to meet ting today..she just sent a msg saying she couldn't make it..bleargh..nv even say y.. ='( nvm..we'll meet the nxt time..hopefully ching wil b free too! chinese A's comin and i'm like not doin anything bout it..and thn there's pw!long cheng's not doin anything!argh!!mrs loh said our grp's written report's the onli one tt's approved..so happi..so may seem to be hao lian-ing a lil..but..hey..i'm juz proud of my grp..n myself! *smiles* i've been complaining bout having to do it..and i'm juz glad it's over..the final thing's the presentation..n i'm not gonna let my effort go to waste!*jia you!* (^^,)
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Tuesday, October 11
8:56 PM
went sentosa wit few of S24 peeps yest.obviously din get much tanner..dumb sun disappeared..ha..bt nvm la.the weather was great!
today's enrichment day..duty all the way from early morn!!bleargh..super tiring..but kinda fun..although sm1 says it's retarded..oh well..=P manage to zao from debrief..coz jon is so so nice..he let me off..heez..met Junhong fer movie at westmall..v late le..couldnt mit anywhere further.. =S so long nv see him le..ha..still as long as b4..wan tok oso muz look so high up.ha.aye..think u tok to me oso quite xing ku hor? =P passed the pen too..like made so long ago de..growing mold le la..haha..anw..we failed tryin to get tix fer..wad's the name of tt show?ah ya..sm M18 movie la..humph!so watched into the blues..nice!whoa..watch le realli feel like going into the water too..but scared..so deep..and so many other kinds of fishes..shall be contented wit my lonely goldfish bowl..heez..and it was freezing inside la!think they trying to freeze us..lucky jh brought jacket!hehe (^^,) veh shuang lei.. and there was a small 'fight'(cnt think of a more suitable word lei) coz of $.. haha.. tsktsk..violent! had to giv in..had bk fer dinner!thn go hm le (^^,) and junhong is so brown today la!ha..
found out maths promos results b4 the teachers told us.. quite disappointed at first coz higher exp..but..ah ya..gotta b happi tt at least i scraped thru a B lor..the rest wil def b worst.. ='( told monster bout it too!haha..so long nv keep in contact le..ppl bz.. oh well..
v tired..shall go bathe n slp le..
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Sunday, October 9
8:46 PM
Went to jed’s church today..he called last nite to ask me along..at first I was afraid tt I’ll feel weird.. but the people there are veh friendly..got to know a few ppl der.. sam din go.. =( missed her loads..gotta know sm of jed’s sisters too.. hmm.. but the prob is..i haven’t really told mommy bout going to church..although I’m sure daddy wun mind me going..it’s near anw.. couldn’t go out after tt coz ma wants me home fer lunch..bleargh..tml’s marking day..no sku..but stil gotta go back fer rehearsals..argh..oh well..anw reallie prayin hard fer my results..
Hey..it hurts to see u cry lei..wad ever’s bothering u..hope ur feelin better after today ya? *smiles!*
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Saturday, October 8
8:58 PM
Promos are finally over!! wonder how I’ll do fer promos..pray tt I’ll do well..at least improve la..i slogged fer it.. =S had been staying back in sku this wk everyday til 9 wit yawen..at the concourse..fruitful I assume..glad I studied wit her..she answers all o my qns!and we’re so disciplined..hehe..
after our last chem paper on thurs..ceeh, ping, hanny n yawen came over to my hse..kathy abandoned us fer her yeow yeow..so disappointed..wanted to watch Barbie lor..hehe.. tot 5 of us could spend time after promos tgt.. ceeh left fer orchard wit ida at ard 4..but..nvm la..nxt time will hav chance again..i think.. they stayed at my hse til 9..we watched vcds.. ‘psycho’ was rather disappointing..ha..not scary at all la..bleargh..
Today 4d had a lil gathering..too bad I couldn’t make it..bleargh..wanted to go meet em so much!!
Fell sick few days b4 promos..happen to tell jed the other day.. he sorta woke me up from the fact tt I’ve distant myself from God.. tt I shuld continue to seek Him.. thx jed..i’m glad u reminded me.. I could reallie feel Him WITH me after I turned to Him..especially when it comes to being more determined and disciplined to study fer promos..and sth else la..[those hu do not believe in Him..pls dun think I’m tokkin cock..dun wan read thn dun read-am I over-reacting?nvm..]
Ys told me sth he overheard on wed.. told me he thinks tt "he is still interested" hmm.. at first..i hav no idea why was I happi la..like wad was I thinking!! But I knew wad’s over will nv happen.. y cant I just get it in my head tt I should just stop thinking about it..tt there are like a thousand reasons I can come up with to think tt way.. attention seeking, loud, cnt take words ** say seriously, not musically inclined, not Christian, NO *DIMPLES!*[hehe] and many others la..
Another thing tt has been bothering me fer a v long time is the weird feeling I get whenever I see her..hmm..it’s not as if I dislike her or anything..but I sorta get the feeling tt she thinks tt way lei..many a times I feel like thinking of a way to communicate wit her..try clearing ths..but I scared ltr end up weirder..bleargh..v curious how she actually thinks of me..if onli I actually know her thn wun feel so weird..want to know how IT happened too..how things developed so quickly..but I guess..she wun say de la.ha..oh well..to the person I’m talking about: hey..if u happen to know wad i’m talking about..n wld wan try making ths less weird…pls let me know ya..heez (^^,) if ur reading tt is..
Purple marker!!it’s 7 more days to the 15th!! WheEee..~ I cnt decide whr to meet up next..hmm..let’s go somewhere we’ve nv been tgt before!! 15th’s a Saturday lei..urgh..i’ve got ttn!! 2to6..tao yen..hah..i wan go change airport!! Okok?!maybe on fri??k I’ve made a suggestion..ur turn!hope ur promo’s welldone!!-may god hav mercy on our souls..*grins*-
*cHiNg!*u pig..say wan tok to me.. but whenever i see u..ur always rushing off somewhere else.. i see u changing again..n i dun like it.. ='( juz being frank..u said we shuldn't keep feelings to ourselves rite..hmm..not v serious la..juz think ur changing..and u dun seem to hav much time fer the jiemeis now.. ='( u seem to be more INTO ur pj frens..call it jealous..i dunno..*shrugs..* lets talk ya??realli miss u..the old u..the sec4 ching(more innocent..to me la) love ya!*hugs*-without the smack pls..i kinda hate it..hugs are not meant to be like tt..
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