Sunday, January 29
10:06 PM
ching told me tt she loved the bracelet she got me fer my bday..she felt so heartache..aww man.. muz treasure!! we were onli tokkin about not getting wad we like alot, as gifts fer ppl..or else sure regret de..and she stil got me de bracelet..so sWeet!!!*muacks* didi's getting sweeter this year too..nv see him black face this yr oso..happi fer him..hope chris wil b able to tie him down oso..ha..tt flirt.. =) [dun wry bout nxt sat..i bet it'll b memorable!] i'm juz wondering.. is anonymous the person who likes or used to like to eat wang wang alot?!?hmms.. *grins* (muz tell me ar!) marker!! i'm stil not used to taggin at ur blog..gets kinda pissed off whenever my comments dun appear..haha..so decided to juz rite here.. argh!!how can u lose our green hairband?!?nvm..we shall go get another colour tgt!!hee.. went fer dinner at daddy's second sis' hse.. always feel a lil funny over there... izit coz of the other2?everytime i see daddy playin wit the veh young kids(shall not tok bout r/s) i'll think..y cant we hurry grow up?i'm not jealous or anything..realli..do nt get jealous easily anw..it's juz tt..ah ya..duno hw to put into words..nvm.. =S i knew this truth since i was pri2..somehow i got the idea..mommy told me onli when i was pri4..daddy din say anything bout it til..last yr..when he was so disappointed in aloy's results..thn carryl..i wasnt doin veh well either..i always hav this feelin that i JUZ gotta do well..do him n mommy proud or sth..but it nv happens!..A's my onli hope..tt's y i'm trying so hard..but..there are juz so many things which are insulating me from my..er..goals? [CNY] argh!!all those tempting goodies ard!!*resists!* i think it's realli a waste of time having to go ard to bai nian..haiz.. somehow.. hmm..gonna act blur until ..i duno when..hope i dun havta show tt i'm acting blur..whahaha..yikes..! and this gab ar..so cute..first time i hear ppl calling me senior..not used (^^,) other thn sm sec sku choir juniors la.. =P
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Friday, January 27
9:04 PM
woke up early to go fer av..prepare fer the cny celebration la! =S *slpy* cny celebration veh cute la..the chers' performance so entertaining..and i love it when the choir guys sing..i realli miss choir..miss singing in a choir..*look look look (^^,)-wonder wad wil happen(did sth so stupid yest!)* oh ya..and thn there was this performance when the sound was screwed up..whoa..so qi..the freakin cher say is the av's fault..ltr we found out is act smone stupid went to mute the laptop..like how dum can..(obviously it's the cher herself) since non of the av ppl TOUCHED the toppy..blame us..always blaming us..think do av veh easi ar!! not like we're paid can!it's a service hor..and thn kb was so pissed too..like he thinks the cher was blaming him..da xiao shen wit mr lim..*bad atmosphere at tt moment =S *[kb...not ur fault la..dun so fierce.. =P ]whenafter tt we went to the control room..mr lim actually gave us red packet lei..so swt..long john's wit ceeh after tt..izit batter fish?oops..forgot name..but i got a pic of how unglamly we eat fish la!nxt time cnt eat fish in public le k ceeh? =P it's nice though..*thinks of fish and co!!-cheese-* ping and hanny nv come.. =S after tt went to queensway.. was so freakin pissed off by ryl ryl in the afternoon.. wanna catch few mins of slp but she kept digging me up!got veh grouchy all the way to ikea..lik e whole world owes me slpin time or sth..until we met mich la..cnt black face ha..after tt met up wit nic..thn gab..hmm..ok..shall not say too much..haha..juz think my sister is so so retarded..ha.too happi until do weird n dumb stuff.. =P * envious though =P * change of opinion of nic le..hope it stays tt way la... ?wil it? ryl has so many frens in pj la..so fun..and gab is actually from s23..supposed to hav interaction time wit his klass de..but too bad got av la.. cny coming!!arh...so much wk to do to0!and didi!!where's my more thn 10cm long bday letter!! *monkey..* it's by today lor!!
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Wednesday, January 25
8:10 PM
was studying in sku wit darling jiemei ching yest..she so DUPER swt! she ended sku at3plus..and she waited fer me all the way until 545!i was reali surprised!!i think i've nv seen such a self-sacrificing ching before la..*touched* we WERE supposed to study..but did so lil..was practically catching up..she finally know about the [constipation]..and sm other stuff lor..like her mr green..thn tok about rings..i think this kinda thing muz after one yr thn buy lor..she has a fren who got it after onli like 1mth!!so weird..oso not stable yet..wad's the hurry..wan buy oso shuld hav meaning..thn lucky ching oso has the same kinda thinkin..finding it TOO common..gd..or else muz knock head!thn at 6plus we went to hav our dinner!intro me to sth delicious opp sku =P took bus home tgt..it's been such a long long time!!rem on bus 74last time..heez.. today my relatives were tokking about my cousin and his gf..rocky and stuff..hmm.. terrible.. was thinkin..how nice if r/s can stay swt 4eva..like..y muz there b such a thing as "bian xin" hor?ha..know i'm tokkin nonsense..nvm..marker bought her adidas top!!whee...now we've got the same top.haha..diff colours though..and she mentioned tt we are getting lazier and lazier to reply msges..haha..so similar..duno y..seem to lose interest in msgin alr le..like..take so so super long to reply a msg..hmm..oh well..lidat wun exceed.. i sorta miss churc lei..duno y oso..so weird i think..but i'm always so lazy to go on sundays!bleargh.. i din see yue liang today!!haha.. *black moon*
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Monday, January 23
8:14 PM
argh!! xinyi and didi drew a pic of ariel and eric on the boat fer me!!haa..so so swt.. *grinz* gonna paste it in my room..when ever i look at the ariel xinyi drew i cnt stop laughing i tell u..and the eric didi drew was so fierce looking!! so much hmwk to do again!!always not doin much during the wkends..=S went to ceeh's hse to study today..poor gal.not feelin well.. =S take care!!*muacks!* [jh! evil idea! =P]
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Sunday, January 22
12:29 PM
yest was such a memorable day!! GOD reallie answered my prayers.. =P sent me 2 groups of veh veh veh impt ppl to cele wit me.. =P love em! woke up..my hp was flooded wit msges..bday wishes!act i was stil awake at ard 12plus at nite..but ryl say wait til morn thn read the msges more fun..hee..so hurried to slp.. =P WHAT HAPPENED =P planNED to watch movie(long wkend..this M18 show..hee..actually believes tt ryl can get in since so many ppl tot tt she's older thn me le..haha) in the morn wit my sis..after lunch when i was about to go upstairs to change..i heard this distinct birdy noise..of coz it's from my hanny dot(shihan) la!haha.. they*kathy*weeling*hanny*chewy*ping*ceeh* came over to gimme bday surprise..wit a huge board of mystified memories..and my fav cake(coco exotic from 4leaves!) kathy gave me a bday kiss!*hugs* haha.. i was realli touched i tell u..although i sorta was suspecting if they'll come la..haha.. thn they sang bday song fer me..twice!coz the first time my mommy wasnt ard..haha..she was so cute.. =P after tt they insisted tt i gotta remove the candles wit my mouth! argh!!i was so afraid they'll push my head onto the cake la!but lucky the cake rather ex..or else my mischevious granddot(shihan) sure push de! after tt they went to my room..since i good mood i allowed them to go onto my bed(usually my bed is a DO NOT TOUCH place in my room..and most of them knows it.. (^^,) )..hee..so all7 of us squeezed in..lucky it's Q-sized.. and we took so many pics..ceeh ping n hanny are so obscene and unglam at times..cnt cnt cnt stand them..so diff from my jiemeis++
(all so si wen) ..ha..but that's wad i treasure about mystified++!..i dun havta b too si wen too!!haha..(ceeh always say i act glam de =S ) after the war on the bed..they say they're gonna bring me somewhr..refused to tell me!finally found out they gonna bring me go play pool..cute la!ha..usually i ask them play wit me they dun feel lik..now stil bring me..so..our FIRST time playing pool tgt! before tt we went to the train track to take foto!!so so cool!it's the first time i've been there..found this path near the busstop..so went in!leadin us to the track! had so much fun playing pool..no stress!coz we're all not veh pro.haha..ate alot of fries!eating is actualli our favourite past time i think..wherever we go..food will always b ard..not surprising since greedy ceeh's der..and there was this small boy at the counter..so cute..cldn't resist not talkin to him..5yrs old onli la..wad u thinkin huh!gorgeous smile though.. after pool and a meal wit kath n ceeh..i went town to meet ting!!shopped ard fer a while..chose my presents!haha..so exciting..i seldom get to choose my presents.other thn from my family la..saw some sec5guys(fmss) at wisma..thn we picked gwen from mrt station..and went to fish and co at wheelock!marker was late..ching was later..grace was latest!she broke her record la!she's usually the earliest lor..ordered calamari rings to munch on while we waited fer the 2 later monkeys.. thn when ching called..i tot she was about to tell me she dun wan come le..or cnt make it or sth...*phew! ting and i shared a new york fish and chips!got cheese one!*heavenly.. must try! ivan koh was working der..haha.. i duno him at all act..lol.. after eating we went Borders! walked in..and i saw FELICIA CHIN!she's os so sweet lookin!took pics wit her..veh friendly..wished me happi bday too!coz she saw my balloon..coz ching was there..so acc her..tt time when we took pic wit sly oso wit ching..ha..so funi..ting left at ard 9..she wasnt feeling veh good.. =S poor thing.. thn we went to the history section..quite afew ppl there..took pics again!it started wit ching giving me a bday kiss..thn after tt i gav them a kiss each too!took pics..haha.. cnt wait fer them to send me the pics! went zara wit ching..and thn we parted at ard 9.45.. =P reached home..looked at all my msges..cards.. 2 of them warmed my heart the most!to the extend tt i sorta teared while readin their msg =P wanna thank yawen, marker, kath, david, ting, chewy, weeling, joy, linnet, syd, cai, junhong, nani, didi, ceeh, leonard, ping, hanny, jed, enting, jonathan(av), grace, huijuin, gwen, stephen, yijie, tn, khaiboon, aud, clara, ching, stan(uncle), christopher, aaron, eugenia, leann, daniel..and everyone else who sent me their wishes!(i cnt rem le..poor memory.. =P ) I HAD SUCH A WONDERFUL TIME!
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Friday, January 20
9:53 PM
argh!!the freakin words turned big itself! =S nvm.. juz felt like recordin my unforgettable memory today..hehe..first time teachin a klass of students!took over daddy today coz he had sth on at nite.. pri 4 to 6 klasses!! pri4 was the first one..the students veh noisy..keep laughing when i was going thru the close passage with them..asked them to take turns to read the paragraphs..and told em to say 'blank' when they reach the empty spaces..they found it funny somehow.. =S but they veh enthu one..every qns during maths they fight to ans..ha..at least they are lively la..hee.. thn the pri6 klass, so quiet.. bleargh..time snailed...nth much happened..thn the pri5 klass..sci was terrible!!my daddy gave me a topic on PLANETS to go thru wit them!!die..i know nuts about planets can..ask them read thru aloud..and couldn't explain further thn wadever that's given in the notes =S *blank expressions from them* thn english was easy..close passage again..and finally maths!!1qns and i took like 20mins to explain..plus give them time to complete la..problem sums qns..i forgot how to do the pri sku method for maths!!got stuck when i read "2pairs of shoes cost 3times as much as a shirt!" argh..muz b the stress i was facing!! then when they ask me i duno hw to explain!haha..they got more confused.. =P some tried to save me too..so cute i tell u..slowly..my brain came back and i finally managed to complete 1 maths qns when klass i sfinally over!!whee!!4.5hrs in a row..now i understand how my dad feels..throat dry..leg suan..stress!ha..think my daddy gotta save those poor things the nxt lesson!! =P tt's all..
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Monday, January 16
8:12 PM
my blog's getting retarded and it's not following my commands!see!my words so small!darn..
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was readin thru my older blog entries..some entries seem to b missing!!i remembered tt i started bloggin since june!!ass.. =S i knew sm1 know my password..like hu's so FREE huh!! went wenxian's hse today..dunno y we go oso..juz go..ceeh said she was suddenly feeling sorta emotional when we came in..duno y..aye..ceeh..explain to me lei.. =P things are getting better..like i'm beginning to get used to it.. =P mayb i was just over-reacting ba.. din get to meet my marker on sun!!our actual day again!haiz..always miss..my fault la..too lazy to go serangoon
(her church) =S had cafe cartel to celebrate our bday..in advance.. whole family went, ordered 4sets..mommy wil share wit us..in the end stil end up forcing the food down our throats!super full..and sinful..oily!!bleargh..but fish and chip was great!but i stil miss marker..and the day before i went orchard wit ryl and enting(my mei in sec sku)..different timing la..enting's bday!!my dearest mei..dun believe i'm stil meeting up wit her..swt gal.. =P got my yellow nike top!love it!carryl was complaining i was naggy and whinny tt day though..she thinks sth's not rite wit me..pms she suggested..not lor!i duno wad oso..OH!!and i saw sm1 in cine yest!!~mr gorgeous!~ (^^,)*grins* -back to reality- and the day before sat..i went queensway wit ping ceeh n hanny!got my GORGEOUS orange nike shoe..hee..gorgeous!to me la..it's orange!!current fav! =P got fbt too..(whoa back track fer so many days alr..) shall stop..i oso blur alr.. i wanna complain!! *humph!!* they actualli want tuition on my bday!!how can ur!! my mysti5ds are so monkey!actualli wanted tuition on my bday huh!!*whines* lucky my jiemeis are free to hav dinner wit me..hee.. at the moment they're stil free la..cnt hav last min changes ar!! =S ryl ryl wan go town early in the morn wit me..watch movie..she scared ltr part o the day i gt activity.. (dun think so =S *wails*)wanna catch the M18 movie..ha..tt supposedly horny comedy =P haha..[remembers the other time when jh n i cldn't get the 4o yr old virgin movie..] oh ya..tokkin bout jh..where are you!!and whr hav u been!!
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Wednesday, January 11
9:00 PM
it's such a long time since i've blogged..tot i wun be blogging anymore..but.. duno.. recently feeling veh constipated!now i understand how ching feels when she says this..although we may b talkin about diff form of constipation..ha.. it's like..i've got so many things in my HEAD..no one rite to pour out to.. =S feels and sounds weird..but..nvm =( stil tear when i think of this alone.. =S BUT! at least i've stil got my source of comfort..CHING!when she gimme tt reassuring hug whenever we bump into each other in sku..the onli person i told was ting.. act i oso duno how to tell ppl..it's juz this feeling i refuse to admit i feel la.. =S oh well.. we've gone thru quite a period of time tgt le..but y do i stil feel this artificial closeness ard them..sth's juz NOT NOT rite.. =P and there's sm1 else..so weird seein tis person ard nw..i duno y..even worst now.. they think so too.. ceeh's usually the one hu listens to me..although she love to side track whenever i tok..n i'll get kinda bu shuang smtimes..but oh well i love her!hahaha..i miss ceeh so much!! ='( *shit..hw lousy can i get* 2unfortunate events happened within like 1mth..i'm learning to appreciate and treasure my parents more..i treasure them alot k!juz trying to spend more time at hm wit them n stop wondering out.. dear lord..kp them safe and healthy..* haha..suddenly tot of sm1!!*heart melts (^^,) -stop grinning like goon la!!-* too bad..too bad.. *shakes head* (sm ppl wil know hu i tokking bout..hee..sHh..) gotta study hard fer this yr..ok..everytime i say this..i'll onli b hardworking fer a while..and thn lose steam after tt..urgh..terrible attitude towards studying i've got..terrible!!*lord help..* [life goes on...]
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